On, Sunday am during our worship team prayer time, Carolyn asked how each of us was feeling, you know, our present state of mind. I was like well, I'm feeling really excited! For the past month I've had a flurry of emotions, worry, doubt, etc but right now I'm just feeling so extremely grateful and thankful for everything God's done for us that I'm overwhelmingly happy and content. We all go through seasons, which is cool or life would be boring, but it seems like its been awhile since I've had joy or been really happy about life. Maybe it takes God shaking your life up a bit you to see everything you have. However that works, I'm really happy with being happy. LOL Go ahead, make fun. I know how it sounds.
I really want a baby. I'm ready for the next chapter of my life...the one where I push out a kid. haha Well, not the actual pushing out part, but I'm so ready to cradle OUR baby in my arms and begin the mommyhood journey. :) I'm very fearful that my weight will be an issue with me getting pregnant and that scares me. I also want to make sure Eric is on the same page or that will the the joy out of it. I'm praying that God will give us a baby in His time and that I'll be ok with waiting in the meantime. I'm just really excited about having a little Amy or Eric running around...whoa thats scary when you think about it! haha Anyway, God I trust your timing. :)
I'm hoping it's a little Amy, I don't think I could handle another Eric ;)
ReplyDeleteBy the way, I love that you started blogging too. Woohoo, it's actually kind of addicting once you get into it.
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