Well, i like to try new things. I love the idea of blogging but i'm not much of a writer and I'm an extremely slow typist BUT Tanya, who has become one of my closest friends, started one as her new years resolution and I thought it sounded like a great idea. It will be sporadic and whenever the urge comes to write. :)
So, I just realized that i take offense way too easily. I get triggered by the littlest things and I hate it! I don't know why. I find something out and either feel left out or unwanted. I am confident but somewhere along the lines I let lies become truth and they cause me to make a mountain out of a mole hill. When you dwell on something for awhile you can really add to it and even completely change what it was even about in the first place. WE as women analyze WAY too much! ok, I think I need to pray about that one... Anyhoo, i did make some New Years goals....small ones because I usually make big ones then don't keep them so I'm trying to do it differently this time.
I'm so sick of being fat. I'm sick of talking about it, I'm sick of thinking about it, and I'm sick of trying for a while than losing interest or not seeing the results i want, realizing how long it's actually going to take, then grabbing a bag of chips and saying SCREW IT, then feeling guilty and wondering if this is how it's always going to be. Depressing. I want to change...That's all I'm going to say about that right now.
So, another thing i want to work on this year is getting out of the rut, spiritually. I want to work harder at being more sensitive to the holy spirit, gossiping less, praying more, holding myself to a higher standard. I want to push myself in areas I've been lax. I sort of hope no one will read this...
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