I'm struggling. I feel like every time I get on the scale it's higher and higher, what the crap?! I feel and still believe that God has broken my addiction to food and compulsive overeating and yet I am gaining weight. I worked out 3 times last week and although it wasn't as much or often as i wanted, it still kicked my butt and I felt good doing it.
I'm trying to take one day at a time and not get overwhelmed or discouraged by the way my clothes fit or the way I feel but today it's not working... I'm frustrated and feel like I'm losing precious time. GRRRR! It makes me want to just not eat...at all. I'm beginning to wonder if this is something I will ever overcome. Ever feel like YOUR battle is the worst? Maybe I need to watch some more videos of Japan...
I love you girl and I think you're absolutely beautiful. I'll keep praying for you in this struggle, I know God's right there with you through this time. I love you.
ReplyDeleteI had to laugh at your last sentence but it's SO not funny. DO you think maybe the devil is using that to discourage you and tell you you can't do it when you're stepping out in faith??? Please keep on. You will kick this. I love you.
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